FIC: Love & Memories 6/?
Title: Love & Memories
Author: Amanda
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 1,804
Characters: Jamie McMurray/Dale Earnhardt, Jr.
Disclaimer: Don't know the people this is about nor is it true at all (wish it was)
Summary: Jamie can't seem to let go even when it's in his best interest.
Author's Note: Sorry it's been so long and that this chapter is so short. I hate when life gets in the way. Hopefully, I'll be able to write more. I just wanted to get this chapter out of the way because I hated leaving poor Jamie upside down and hurt. Oh and sorry for making you an ass, Martin.

( Scars and Stitches always fade and only strengthen me. )

So, I go to Talladega with my friend Christina and my friend Liz. Liz isn't a NASCAR fan but she wanted to go and have a good time so I thought it was OK and Christina didn't complain. My first race ever and we had a countdown from day 135 we were so excited. I couldn't wait...then we got there.

I loved it. Christina, who I thought was a friend, procedes to make an ass of herself and scream at me at 1 am in the middle of our tent site. Now, I have no issue with yelling if I've done something wrong. Did I? No. I was drunk and met up with a guy from across the "street". I wasn't thinking straight. So, instead of trying to find me or even worrying where I am does so come looking for me? No. Instead she procedes to yell at me because she had gotten so drunk she had to go walk to the bathroom alone and she could have died by asphyxiation. Whatever. Liz had tried to help her but no. She was a bitch and waved Liz off. So, I'm the bad friend right? I would give my left leg for ANY of my friends. Hell, even if I hated you I'd do what could to help if you needed it. Instead I'm told that I've never shown that I've cared. The next thing I know she's screaming at Liz and telling her she doesn't even want to look at her so she's not allowed to sleep in the tent Christina bought. Liz then slept in my car the entire weekend.

Things got better by the time the truck race rolled around. God I loved it. The sound of those engines. Man. Anyway Sunday after the race things seemed ok but they weren't. I had to walk on eggshells all weekend and the boys across the street felt like they did something wrong because we had to ignore them. If I didn't have to drive the 10 hours back from Alabama to Tampa with her in the car I'd have told her to go fuck herself. But I wanted to survive the ride home without drama. Little did I know that by the time I'd drop her off she'd be no longer speaking to me. She was asleep the whole ride so I have no idea what the hell I did. I still have no clue but at this point I really don't care.

Today I found out that she's going around talking shit about me to our co-workers. basically she's making it seem like I'm a deadbeat slut. Whatever. That doesn't upset me as much anymore because most people just toss her opinions out. She's an ass. What hurts is that I found out she's been trash talking me every day before I get to the office. Once I'm there she's acting like she's my best friend. I just...I'm numb. that hurts so bad. I don't deserve this.

FIC: Love & Memories 5/?
Title: Love & Memories
Author: Amanda
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3,482
Characters: Jamie McMurray/Dale Earnhardt, Jr.
Disclaimer: Don't know the people this is about nor is it true at all (wish it was)
Summary: Jamie can't seem to let go even when it's in his best interest.
Author's Note: There may have been some minor changes to actual events in the next chapter. Also, there is no hate for Truex, Jr. I need him to be this way for the plotline of the entire story to work. Sorry Martin!


( When I speak I cross my fingers. Do you know you've been deceived? )

FIC: Love & Memories 4/?
Title: Love & Memories
Author: Amanda
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 4797
Characters: Jamie McMurray/Dale Earnhardt, Jr.
Disclaimer: Don't know the people this is about nor is it true at all (wish it was)
Summary: Jamie can't seem to let go even when it's in his best interest.
Author's Note: There may have been some minor changes to actual events in the next chapter. Nothing major, just small enough to fit with where the story leads.




( And I said to myself she ain't worth it. She ain't worth nothing to God. )

FIC: Love & Memories 2/?
Title: Love & Memories
Author: Amanda
Rating: R
Word Count: 3398
Characters: Jamie McMurray/Dale Earnhardt, Jr.
Disclaimer: Don't know the people this is about nor is it true at all (wish it was)
Summary: Jamie can't seem to let go even when it's in his best interest.
Author's Note: There may have been some minor changes to actual events in the next chapter. Nothing major, just small enough to fit with where the story leads.




( When you're there I sleep lengthwise and when you're gone I sleep diagonal in my bed. )

Title: Love & Memories
Author: Amanda
Rating: R
Word Count: 2738
Characters: Jamie McMurray/Dale Earnhardt, Jr.
Disclaimer: Don't know the people this is about nor is it true at all (wish it was)
Summary: Jamie can't seem to let go even when it's in his best interest.
Author's Note: This is my first time attempting NASCAR slash so we'll see how it goes.

( Drowning deep inside your waters. Drown in love and memories. )

I found Ang today. That makes me feel squishy inside. I missed her lots, yo. I hadn't really been on here for a long time and lost track of so many people. I can't promise I'll be the best LJ person. I can barely keep up with myspace and I don't have a great track record. Speaking of which can someone please explain to me why Martin Truex, Jr has lead so many laps of the Austism 400 today? he needs to go away. Either Kasey or Jamie need to win. Not that either of those things will happen. Don't worry Jamie, even though you finish like 75779 all the time I still love you.

NOTE TO SELF: Finish editing tmfr.

Man, I wrote this back in 2001 when I was really big into the world of NSYNC Slash. I've recently started reading it again because those were good times. Anyway, I decided to dust off this old story and see if I could improve it. Trust me. After reading it again it certainly needed improvement.

So, here it is. The new and improved Two Minutes for Roughing

( Chapter One )

Today is my birthday so I created a new LJ (i couldn't remember the old one) and treated myself to some Smallville Slash..hopefully